Thursday, May 28, 2009

The joys of worrying

Today has been pretty rough. We have 6 more days to go until our sono. I have had spotting off and on since the day I got my BFP and each time I worry a little more. Is this it? Should I prepare for the worst? Telling myself to calm down, this will all be okay. Stephen told me earlier to stop worrying he knows it's going to be okay. He knows we will get the results we've been waiting for soon. UGH! I want so hard to be confident in this pregnancy. Stop worrying about something I have no control over. How do you do this?

My Mother has not been told we are pregnant yet. I wanted to wait until she comes home from Iowa in June. I have planned on telling her over dinner. I have no clue what her reaction will be but I pray her feelings are not hurt because she wasn't first to know. I never kept it from her because I didn't want her to know I did it so I could tell her face to face and see her expression when she found out. I want that moment to be special. Here I go again with another worry! Does this ever stop?

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